Discovering Old, Adding New... A Creative Photo Journey

We visited my brother and his wife a week or so ago to help them a bit with renovations on their newly bought house.  It was one of those bank repo-type deals, so there was a lot of work to be done to get the home ready for them to move in.  In all honesty, we spent most of the weekend playing, hanging out, and eating, but I promise that a little bit of work actually happened in there somewhere.  Here's some random pics I took on that day on the home site.  I was inspired by the shapes, textures, and patterns that could be found anywhere, even in an old and ugly house under construction.

And then there was this guy so focused with his baby sized-roller brush...

Speaking of Patterns, Colors, and Shapes, I am super super psyched to start this ecourse with Alisa Burke this week!  I am hoping to learn some new techniques and get more ideas for how to incorporate unique fabric that I created into my art.  Haven't heard about it yet? Watch this intro video she made for it and you may not be able to resist the fun.
beneath the surface online class from Alisa Burke on Vimeo.

Let me know if you are taking this course too.  I'd love to connect and share photos!

XO, HARMONY

Happy 4th, Bloglovin, and Alisa Burke rocks my face off.

 Its Independance Day America!  Here in the sunshine state, we are enjoying lots of rain for our 4th of July.  Oh well.  But that just means I can stay inside and create amazing ART!  I have a new prototype working right now for my journal necklaces.  I am really excited about these.  I'm using recycled wood from shipping pallets and diamond glaze for the covers.  They are turning out just beautifully!  I dont want to spoil the reveal, so pics coming soon.

 Stars and Stripes Wreath Tutorial by Alisa Burke

Maybe you are stuck inside for 4th of July and looking for a crafty way to spend your day?  I have to share this USA inspired craft that Alisa Burke concocted just for this holiday.  I am currently obsessed with sewing fabric and paper together, so I fell in love with this simple and sweet idea.  Dont you just love it!  Alisa Burke is amazing!  It blows my mind the ideas she comes out with on a regular basis.  She is a wealth of inspiration, and i highly recommend adding her blog to your favorites. 

Finally, I received the suggestion to link my blog with Bloglovin, so people who use that service can follow along there.  So I did and its ready to be added to your Bloglovin lists.  You can just search for feedyoursoulart and you should find me there.  Its a great way to keep track of all your favorite blogs.  Thanks for the tip Jen! 

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I'm off to finish my little journal necklaces (my husband calls them booklaces, I havnt decided whether that is a cute or cheesy moniker yet)  How are you spending your day?

 

Art School Drop Out

 

I cant even tell you how happy this painting makes me.  I havnt done a large size canvas painting in years.  Seriously, YEARS!  this was my medium - paint on large canvas.  I loved it, it fulfilled me to create such large pieces of art - all messy and chaotic up close, lovely and full of stories from afar.  But you see, I did those kinds of paintings when I was in art school. before husband, before baby, before grad school, before, before, before...   i believed in myself as a painter back then.  i believed in the possibilities of me - me as an artist, as an innovator, as a generator of unique and creative ideas to be transformed into paint, that people would just have to own and put in their private spaces, that would turn into a revolution of thought and...(just kidding, but i did really have a lot of art-esteem and wanted very much to be a selling artist).  Then I ran out of money and quit art school.  I took a "real" job in a healthcare clinic doing secretarial work, then met my husband to be, fell in love, and we moved to a new city to finish our academic degrees so we could get better paying jobs and buy a house.   I got pulled into an adult world of jobs, bills, mortgage, academic research, and then MARRIAGE.  I got into graduate school for mental health and marriage and family counseling and then had a baby and before I knew it, it had been 7 years since I had painted a thing and I felt like I had lost myself along the way.  There is a lot more to this journey that I am skipping, but it leads me to this painting and how nervous  i was looking at the blank 3'X4' palette and at the same time feeling so excited and terrified to start.  You see that moment before you start the painting that you havnt made yet can be anything.  It could be your greatest work to date or it could just remind you that you quit art school 7 years ago and need to stop pretending that you are an artist.  I was mostly worried about discovering the latter as I hovered over the stretcher working up the courage to start and find out what it would become.  I needed some inspiration to get started and so perused some of my favorite art blogs in search of a good idea to strike me.  I stumbled upon this done by Alisa Burke and I just had to create my own style and version of this idea.  It brought back memories of art school, after we would finish a piece and need to reuse the stretcher for our next assignment we would often remove the painted canvas and make bracelets, chain garlands, patches and other random things out of the painting (only the really bad ones we hated), but to create something beautiful and then tear it into pieces and use as individual artworks seemed intriguing.  You would never know what you were going to end up with until the very end when you tore it apart.  There was very little control over the end pieces and this felt perfect for where I was at in that moment.  And so I began, without reservation or stomach butterflies, I just began to paint.  I started with a layer of colors and then added a vintage fabric pattern on top with gel medium to create wrinkles and texture.  Then I grabbed my linoleum cut bird prints and started applying them to the surface in a random pattern.  It was so much fun and so free.  I didnt really have to worry about form and space in the large scale because it was going to be torn up in the end and so I could just have fun and fill spaces as I felt like it.  I added print stamps of musical notes and hearts. I put top hats on some of the birds and dangled stars above their heads and out of their beaks.  I painted little flowers and grew wave patterns around them.  Then I looked at it for awhile and it needed something more, more color, more chaos.  I grabbed my water soluble oil pastels and a big ole brush and started bringing the entire thing to life.  I LOVE what these little crayons can do when mixed with water and gesso.  Then I grabbed my chinese brush and india ink and started adding positive affirmations that I needed to hear, all starting with the words "Today I will..". Taking one more look at it and I could see that it was almost done.  Just one more thing.  I added blobs of speedball printing ink randomly around the birds then laying the canvas flat on the floor, I sprayed water over each blob until it was ready to run.  Then with no idea of what it would look like or do to overall piece, I turned upright and let it all run down and then dry.  AMAZINGNESS!

It made me clap and jump with glee.  I was exactly what I wanted to create, something beautiful, chaotic, and telling a story, my story.  After a day of two loving it and letting it just be, I surrendered it to its fate and tore it into squares in the 3 sizes of the Art Journals I make and sell.  Then more gel medium to mount them on the recycled cardboard covers, and I couldnt have been more excited about the result.  I have a little less doubt in myself now.  I am learning that I need to keep taking these risks to rediscover myself as an artist.  The next week I did another large painting and tore it into journal covers.  This time houses with windows full of secrets and windows into peoples souls.  You can see it here.  And keep an eye out on my etsy site for the Flock of Birds Journals (the ones that came from this first painting.  Thanks for believing in me!